Red Hair

hohohohohoho........
I want it to be orange......... but it turns out to be RED!~ Oh... Crap..

hahahahaha...... but my dear Jen says:" waaaa..... IS THAT JON LEE??"

My heart STOPS.... AT that Very MOMENT..................

dunno is my his fortune OR my Mishap. -..-""

Alrighty... First day of work today in church office. Alot of things to learn man... i really do think so ....

Anyway........ alot to do and look in for this week. Building Foundation !!!

What is spirituality and bilicality?

Today listening to a sermon from mars hill church. from Ecc... The pastor mentioned about :" God is nt just interested in your spirituality , but your biblicality as well"

Is easy to be spiritual I think, but it takes alot of diligent and focus to be biblical.

Spiritual can be spiritually in tune with a supreme God out there, his presence. Biblicality is practicising what we have inside our heart and mind. If you are biblical, you be spiritual , but when you are spiritual doesnt necessarily mean yu are biblical..

Right?

Pondering.........................

Life . Gift from God

To God,

Hi Dad, I so hope to see you.
These few years you have been there for me no matter where i am and what i did.
i Know you teaches me when i am rebellious and I know you never give up on me.
I can sense your protection even in the midst of discipline

God, what wil you say when you see me ? and what will i say when i see you.
Maybe i cant say anything anymore,
but i think i will grab the arms of yours that have been my refuge, my shelter when ever i needed, when i am weak , when i find myself couldnt make any more step.
That same pair of arms have been there for me.

I am created by you and you are in me.
that is the most wonderful thing that i can ever ask for in my life.
No one knows me more then you.
Everyone sees the strong part of me, but you see beyond that andyou know me in and out.

God.........................................................
My life is yours, let your grace be sufficient in my life.
I want to live for you alone , with no consideration of man's recognition, results and all those rubbish things that rob my joy in you.

I pray for my people..... let them hear you .
Thats i asked,
they needed you . Help them see this important truth.

Touch us lord.

Come and make my heart your home
come and be everything i know
search me thru and thru
till my heart becomes home for you

* yawnz*...
Now is 1:23am liao.
But i couldnt sleep. Thinking of my sheep and my group and my life as well..
Seemingly that I still having this post festive season syndrome * tendency to sleep very late*
Anyway,nothing to do , already so late, might as well surf the net to read some online bible
* sound very spiritual hor?? ^..^*
anyway...

I come across a few verses as i am studying the book of proverb that caught my eyes very much
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Prov 9:6 "Leave off, simple ones [forsake the foolish and simpleminded] and live! And walk in the way of insight and understanding."

Prov 9:13 "The foolish woman is noisy; she is simple and open to all forms of evil, she [willfully and recklessly] knows nothing whatever [of eternal value]."

Prov 9:17 Stolen waters (pleasures) are sweet [because they are forbidden]; and bread eaten in secret is pleasant.(D)
18But he knows not that the shades of the dead are there [specters haunting the scene of past transgressions], and that her invited guests are [already sunk] in the depths of Sheol (the lower world, Hades, the place of the dead).

*haha... must be thinking i sound CHEEM right? i myself am amused by my own also! that in a late
night like this is really unusual for me to EXPOUND the word now man... *

Is true that short term pleasure is also much more attractive at the moment.. is it not true?? fellow human beings? *To eat a whole big cup of Haagen Daz ice cream is definitely much more attractive then gulping the whole bottle of medicine down... *

it is just not attractive enough...................
thats how we are, carnally...
Have been hearing alot nowadays that people think that God way is true... is Good for me, But it doesnt mean that is way that

i WANT!

* sound familiar, at least for me*

What we desire nowadays is " what we WANT " and no longer " what is needed"anymore.
For WANT is much more attractive to us then what we trully NEED already.
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But how many of us can be sure that at this moment the "WANT " that we pursue will always be the same " WANT" that we will be pursuing in 10 years? 20 years down the road? or even before our death bed?
For man grow, and we change as well .... our WANT change as well. ....................
* I would probably want a barbie when i am 10 years old, but definitely not now, accrd to my age which is a beautiful EIGHTEEN *

But what we trully " NEED" is something that will probably always be the same.. I needed air to survive when i am 10 yrs old, even now i still needed it....

We needed God. That is how God create human being. I really think when man start not to be so caught up with what we want from the world but trully look deep in us and think. we need a eternal God who can fit into this vacuum in us. Love, security, completeness.

We can have all the want nw and then, but ultimately our need of a supreme God will always manifest in diff ways in our life. It will never go away or diminished, cause that's how we are been created in the first place.

ok.... * Ywanz* ...
Back to my bed liao
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

just something that I find so amazing

Present To you...................

AVRIL LAVINGE WITHOUT MAKE UP!!!

Oh man!!! is it not a encouragement to all woman??

haha.. we can be pretty too if we make some effort in make up .....