* yawnz*...
Now is 1:23am liao.
But i couldnt sleep. Thinking of my sheep and my group and my life as well..
Seemingly that I still having this post festive season syndrome * tendency to sleep very late*
Anyway,nothing to do , already so late, might as well surf the net to read some online bible
* sound very spiritual hor?? ^..^*
anyway...

I come across a few verses as i am studying the book of proverb that caught my eyes very much
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Prov 9:6 "Leave off, simple ones [forsake the foolish and simpleminded] and live! And walk in the way of insight and understanding."

Prov 9:13 "The foolish woman is noisy; she is simple and open to all forms of evil, she [willfully and recklessly] knows nothing whatever [of eternal value]."

Prov 9:17 Stolen waters (pleasures) are sweet [because they are forbidden]; and bread eaten in secret is pleasant.(D)
18But he knows not that the shades of the dead are there [specters haunting the scene of past transgressions], and that her invited guests are [already sunk] in the depths of Sheol (the lower world, Hades, the place of the dead).

*haha... must be thinking i sound CHEEM right? i myself am amused by my own also! that in a late
night like this is really unusual for me to EXPOUND the word now man... *

Is true that short term pleasure is also much more attractive at the moment.. is it not true?? fellow human beings? *To eat a whole big cup of Haagen Daz ice cream is definitely much more attractive then gulping the whole bottle of medicine down... *

it is just not attractive enough...................
thats how we are, carnally...
Have been hearing alot nowadays that people think that God way is true... is Good for me, But it doesnt mean that is way that

i WANT!

* sound familiar, at least for me*

What we desire nowadays is " what we WANT " and no longer " what is needed"anymore.
For WANT is much more attractive to us then what we trully NEED already.
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But how many of us can be sure that at this moment the "WANT " that we pursue will always be the same " WANT" that we will be pursuing in 10 years? 20 years down the road? or even before our death bed?
For man grow, and we change as well .... our WANT change as well. ....................
* I would probably want a barbie when i am 10 years old, but definitely not now, accrd to my age which is a beautiful EIGHTEEN *

But what we trully " NEED" is something that will probably always be the same.. I needed air to survive when i am 10 yrs old, even now i still needed it....

We needed God. That is how God create human being. I really think when man start not to be so caught up with what we want from the world but trully look deep in us and think. we need a eternal God who can fit into this vacuum in us. Love, security, completeness.

We can have all the want nw and then, but ultimately our need of a supreme God will always manifest in diff ways in our life. It will never go away or diminished, cause that's how we are been created in the first place.

ok.... * Ywanz* ...
Back to my bed liao
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