Red n Black

I simply love Red and Black. Red represent passion, black is just simply = " COOL"I love the mysterious feel of black and i love the whole passion of Red. I love it cool yet i love it full of passion!! hahaha.. i think i am crapping here.Got scolded by tons n tons of KUKU head saying that I didnt update my blogs for long liao. hahah.. so starts with some crapping first just to warm up.wow.. this whole month is really a INTENSE and super duper rock on month to be. TP RP having this whole Evo_reVolution thingy. It was just to super duper cool lo.We have our very first evo meet at the europe room. we have all the black colour trash bags sticking to the walls and we have our praise and worship in the DARK with our torch lights on. hahah.. sooo sooo sooo cool!! I really believe that christian can be both cool, biblical and also with character! who says christian are boring people???God is the most creative supreme being that no one can even be compared with lo.I am so so so so so so inspire by hillsongs! they are both Godly and hip as well. I heard from jasmine they are 25K ppl now.. thinking.. how much is actually 25k arh?? woo..LONG GONE the era of the KUKU christian ... here comes the hip, cool yet godly christian .. emerging.........But definitely all these takes alot of sacrifices and faith in Him. Realising the evo_revo campaign is really a test inflicited onto myself, But i simply loving it! I see how disgusting i can be in terms of character, but i see how Holy and Gracious God.I realise that when we realise how bad we are and repent, we will see how holy and gracious God is. AND WOALA!! thats when those we seriously want to be more christlike , at this moment will start to imitate christ and be more christlike. because they see how God is like to them and they will start to act the same way as God acts.. that how we can be more loving and Godly in him.In fact i tell my DMM ppl that the start of this campaign will bring abt moulding and testing upon us. Humility is one of it. God have to help us to be humble.. thats when we can handle of the glory that he is goingto share with us. Amazing!Josh 3:5talk abt humility, God have been teaching this to me alot . especially on my voice.I cried ..........................This fear grip me. fear of losing my voice. since camp .. i have not been resting my voice, i start to realise that it hurts when i sing. especially during the rehearsal night on thurs...I went back alone that night. Not wanting to talk to anyone.. I cried before Him ..... I hate the feeling of losing this thing that i treasure alot. But i ask myself, what if God take it away, what will i do.I will DO nothing. If he wants , i will. .......................................................................................I really hate this feeling. . . . ... . . .Sat comes, praise and worship. is a miracle that i can sing .. kinda smooth. People commented that i sing well, in my heart i know is God's grace.Now i just want to do the human possible to rest my throat to be a good steward of God's gift. Ultimately worship pastor.... is my dream.To God:I know you are with me. You have the best for me. Help me to go through this time victoriously. The dream, passion that you placed in me , i know is the way you created me to be and excel in. Help me in my character so that i can able to manage when you share your glory with me. thanks! Amen.