this is the week after the mission trip liao. a good and wonderful trip .. though in the midst of the trip i misses my dear friends in singapore. haa.. i smsed them in the midst of the service.. not because i not givuing attention to the pastor... but i really dun understand a single word coming from his mouth lo.. he speaking in thai... alamak...

In the trip.. i listened to the self composed song alot alot times.. dunno how many times in exact.. but really alot of times... not that i find satisfaction in listening to my own songs... but i am hoping to personalise the songs... or have any chance to change or improve the lyrics of the songs. I really desire to write songs that minister. not the tune.. or the chimness of the lyrics.. but a song that touch the very heart of God and pour down his love to the congregation when his people sing the very song to Him. the funny thing is this... now the people that stay together with me in the same hotel room during the trip actually know how tos ing the song already... hahah.. cause they subconciously catch the tune .. cause i sing alot alot of times per day lo.... hahah... thanks ze jun and josephine free advertisment!! haha

But the trip is one fruitful one in terms of my understanding of why singapore is such a unqiue and strategic place to be. why hope singapore is so important. not that we egoistic... but we trully holds a very important role in terms of discipleship and also church planting. equipping ppl to be send out. hope singapore need to grow to become a mega church so that we can help pther churched who learning the rope to grow to become one as well. we cannot keep on becoming pioneering church.. we need to be developed church. that makes me really want to do well in discipleship in my ministry. may it be worship or pastoral. we can go ard equipping people!!

i need to continue to grow in my character. humility and also learning attitude. =)